The clouds will set for me

And now they are both gone. Who would tell this? No one, I feel so lonely, dissapointed of them, of myself. My game is over now, and I am the loser. Guys won, they are happy, I guess.
"Forever" doesn't mean a thing now. Bullshets. My life go on, or at least it should, I'm gonna try, but if he is not there for me, I don't see the way, I don't see my future, I will just... be. He must come back, I don't see another way, he is everything. I gave all I had. I risk my life, and I lost it.
I'm gonna try to erase the shadow of this day forever. The darkest day ever.

I need you, my little cat.

I miss you, my dear.

The sun will set for you, I hope, but without me.
And the clouds will set for me, but without you.